Posted by Anonymous on 2013/04/02 under Uncategorized i feel so stupid for having feelings for you. i shouldve known better. you’re my best friend. and vice versa. nothing’s gonna change. even when you’ve recently hurt me, i still had the shreds of hope that you’d call me up tonight, like you used to and apologise. i hate feelings. is it possible to be numb to any emotion? i want that. im so confused and lost. with everything else going on in my life, i dont even have the mood to celebrate my own birthday tomorrow. i just.. want him back. i miss him so much. my only wish is for him to finally know what ive been keeping for him for months and to have him like me back… i know. i’m pathetic. but i cant just erase this feeling. if only it was that easy 🙁 i’d know cause i’ve tried…